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Job Centre Madness!

September 6, 2007 · 2 Comments

Just been to sign on – well they’ve started suggesting jobs to me now – i’ve only been signing on about 6 weeks! Obviously though I’m too bloody thick to be able to find jobs to apply for by myself! She was trying to get me to apply for a part-time temporary job at Argos! Now I’m not proud – I’m getting to the stage now where I’ll consider anything, but taking a part-time job is just not an option! Try explaining that to the Job Centre staff though. They’re just not realistic.

I pointed out to her that it wouldn’t make any sense as it would affect my housing benefit – and I need to able to pay my rent. Obviously not even listening to what I was saying, she informed me that it was best to take even a temporary job as it could lead to something permanent. I explained to her again that I didn’t have a problem with it being temporary – only with it being part time. She tried to tell me about some kind of service they have where you can work out how much better off you’d be if you took a particular job. She was missing the point.

I’ve just had to fill in a mountain of forms and go through a re-assessment process just because I’ve changed address. Meanwhile I have to explain to my landlord why my rent is going to be delayed yet again! The problem is not one of the amount of money – but one of how much of a delay this ridiculously bureaucratic system causes! Not to mention the sheer bloody hassle of it all! If I was to keep taking temporary part time jobs this process of bureaucracy and delay would be constant! Meanwhile my landlord would get increasingly pissed off and look to throw me out at the earliest available opportunity! Don’t these Job Centre automatons realise that in the real world you need to be able to know when you’re going to be able to pay your bills – so that you can tell the people to who you have to pay your bills – and then be reliable and stick to what you’ve agreed?! The above situation would make that completely impossible!

Meanwhile another friend of mine who is also unemployed due to just finishing University, told me that he was turned down for a job at the Job Centre because he was over qualified! While at the same time they’re telling him to apply for jobs at Argos and the like! And of course after he’s been unemployed a little while they’ll start to interrogate him as to why he hasn’t got a job yet. I wonder what they’d say if he turned round and said “Cos you wouldn’t give me a FUCKING! Job – cos I’m over FUCKING-qualified apparently!!!”

It’s a mad, mad old world – and I’m just getting madder!

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Job Centre – Hit and Miss

September 5, 2007 · 1 Comment

Just been reading some other posts under the “Job Centre” tag. There’s quite a lot out there said about people’s Job Centre and job hunting experiences. It seems that overall people’s experiences of the Job Centre seem to be both good and bad. I suppose it just seems to be pot luck as to whether you get a good member of staff – who treats you like a decent human being, or a bad one who seems to think that everyone claiming is a scrounging loser – and whether you catch the particular centre on a good day or a bad one. I expect it must be a depressing job at times, and if on one day you happen to get a couple of particularly nasty characters it must bring the atmosphere of the whole place down.

There seems to be one thing that all commenter’s seem to be in agreement on though – and that is the inefficiency, hassle and sheer ridiculousness of the claiming process!!! It really is a fucking farce!

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Job Centre Update

September 4, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Well, I’ve gotta be fair and put the record straight as regards the job centre I suppose. I must have caught em on a bad day before – cos I’ve had a lot of dealings with them just lately and they’ve actually been really good. I’ve recently moved house and I’ve also changed my name by deed poll so I’ve been drowning in bureaucracy – but they’ve been really polite and helpful. Total contrast to that first day – I don’t know what was happening there.

Anyway it’s only fair that I say so after I was so scathing about them before – Apologies job centre staff.

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A Way of Life!

August 13, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Last night I saw a film called A Way of Life, by Amma Asante. It’s a “bleak” portrayal of working class life in modern Britain and the simmering tensions existing. The story is set in South Wales but it could just as easily have been set in any working class area of Britain – from Dagenham, to Leeds, or Glasgow. From looking at IMDB’s entry it looks as though it’s Amma Asante’s directorial debut although she is also an actress, writer and producer (she wrote A Way of Life also). I think it was quite an impressive piece of work.

The main role is that of a single mother played by Stephanie James. All of the performances are flawless and totally convincing, including Brenda Blethyn’s portrayal of the baby’s grandmother – we never see the father, as he is in prison. What’s good about this piece of work is that it is totally un-judgemental, and just tells it like it is. It’s completely free of the kind of sickly sweet over-romanticised sentimentality (and compassionate patronising!!), of say – a Mike Leigh, or even a Ken Loach piece! I’ve never understood why Leigh and Loach are so vaunted as the voice of the working classes. Particularly Leigh, who just provides a completely false “fairy tale” view of working class life that I’m sure most middle class left wing types absolutely love! But speaking as a working class lad myself I find his work actually insulting, pathetic and twee. I don’t find it gritty or hard hitting at all. Loach’s work at least conveys some sense of realism mainly due to his habit of casting “real people,” and working class actors as oppose to Leigh’s usual bunch of luvvy’s hamming it up, and “improvising” to their hearts content!

On my recent University course we did a module on national and individual identity in Britain. Obviously it focussed heavily on class issues. We had a visiting professor come to one lecture who was supposed to be an expert on the working class. I was shocked and appalled by her attitudes. She waxed lyrical about how the working classes must experience such a sense of community – and how she longed for that – and wished she’d experienced it herself. When a few of us – the 3 or 4 of us out of a class of 30 or so – who were actually from a working class “deprived” background, tried to bring the focus back to some of the harsher realities of growing up in Britain in that environment – she flatly refused to listen. In fact she didn’t actually refuse to listen – she just ignored the fact that we had even spoke! She was not going to let anything burst her romantic Leighist, Loachian bubble of plucky, chirpy working class people triumphing over the adversity of their lives, and making light of it all with a bit of a laugh and a pint down the pub.

Don’t get me wrong – that defiant streak is something to be admired – and you can’t live that way, and get through it all without going mad, without a hell of a sense of humour – indeed, that’s why us working class people are so proud to be working class. I’m sorry, but the truth is that if you grew up in a middle class background – no matter how hard you try – you just simply can’t understand what it is like to grow up in relative poverty in a developed nation like Britain. Thank god there are a new breed of film makers, writers and actors who are finally telling it like it really is. Thanks to people like Paul Abbot, Shane Meadows, Nick Love and now hopefully Amma Asante, finally, working class people are getting their
own voices heard. What’s characteristic about all of the above people’s work is that they portray the harshness of working class life in all its guises – good and bad – and completely unapologetically. They depict the violence as something that is just there – with no attempt at all to justify, interpret or explain it. Once, that would have been unthinkable – to portray such nastiness without in some way explaining it. But it’s necessary to do this! Only then can we hope to convey some sense of the constant feelings of anger, frustration and resentment and powerlessness that living that way inevitably produces.

You can’t really know what it’s like, to always be having to literally scrape together your last pennies just to get through the week. It’s a relentless struggle and it never ends – until if you’re lucky, one day it does. You can’t know what that’s like unless you’ve lived it. You can’t begin to understand the toll it takes on you physically, emotionally and psychologically. It all builds up you see. The feeling inside. Constant anger and resentment – barely contained. You don’t have the time to figure it out or deal with it – you’re too busy trying to live. So you keep going. And the fact is that there are a million ticking time bombs out there – several million – and they can go off at any time – without a terrorist in sight.

And so we have drunken violence at the weekends in our city centres and high streets. We have football violence, happy slapping, muggings and racial fights. These are all just forms of pressure valves. If we didn’t have them, we’d have full scale riots instead – on a regular basis! All of the above filmmakers (not Leigh or Loach of course), understand this. They depict it in their films almost casually – a fact of life. Cos that’s what it is for millions of people – an everyday fact of life. As much as I hate the violence – truly hate it, much the same as these film makers, I suspect – I refuse to condemn it! It’s there – it’s there for a reason, ie; it’s caused by something. Don’t ask me what – lots of things obviously. We can talk about that til the cows come home and it won’t get us anywhere. We can debate about social injustice, deprivation and hegemony – and sorts of other bollocks as long as we like and it won’t help.

Or we can go the other way and deal with it the way society seems to be doing these days – just say it’s just a bunch of chavs. Slap an ASBO on em and have done with it. Maybe every society or group needs somebody to put down and blame everything on – and our socially acceptable scapegoat these days seems to be “chavs.” Not that anyone can actually define what a chav is. To some it’s anyone that comes from a council estate. To others it’s not anyone that comes from a council estate – just the ones who are druggies, single mothers – or who wear Burberry caps! I kind of suspect that to most it’s a kind of catch all term that can be adjusted to suit whatever purpose the user of the term requires. If someone happens to talk, dress or act in a certain way – and you have a reason to dislike them – then they must be a chav! They’re just doing it because they’re stupid and don’t know any better! Demonise em, make them something “other,” and sweep them, and the problem under the carpet!

When did that attitude become acceptable??? I’d like to know – I really would!

Anyway I’m getting carried away here – writing a fucking essay!!! Thought I’d just finished with all of that at Uni! Feels good to have a rant every now and then though. It’s not good enough though to just label people chavs, if they are druggies, criminals, scroungers or violent nutters – and then not accept the realities of our society. Yeah ok, maybe there is a hard core of people, that are a TINY minority of society that really don’t give a toss about anything – but the cold hard fact of the matter is, that a lot of the druggies, criminals, scroungers and violent nutters out there – are not chavs, but are actually ordinary people like me, and yes reader – even you! But some of us are living hard lives, while the rest are comfortable and complacent. And that’s where the problem lies. It’s not an answer to dismiss a whole, massive group of people – and a whole gamut of serious problems – as something other than civilised normal people, who are behaving in an uncivilised and abnormal (or sub-normal), way and then just sweep it all under the carpet. That’s a dangerous trend to start!

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Second Life Deathwatch?

August 3, 2007 · Leave a Comment

 

Well, it seems there’s a lot of discussion and speculation about good ol’ SL (still getting into the jargon too much), at the moment.  My post Yesterday got quite few hits, so I looked at some of the search pages that had directed people to my post, and then looked at some of the other search results there.

 

Most of them were serious analyses of SL by much more qualified people than me.  I was just giving my initial observation of SL from a Joe Bloggs (no pun intended), perspective.  But it seems that my initial impression that it could just be a lot of hype over not very much at all may have been right (see this link as an example).  Other sites, blogs and articles though agree that SL is in a transition stage and it remains to be seen where the phenomenon will go from here.

 

The linked post above says that the big corporations, having been attracted to SL by the media hype – are now abandoning the virtual world in their droves.  But some of the comments to the above linked post, dispute that, saying that Fortune 500 companies are queing up to gain an in-world presence.  So it certainly seems that everything is up in the air, and along with everything else to do with the internet nobody really knows what’s going to happen – but love to get their voices heard anyway.

 

In the end none of this really matters to me and most new or prospective users of SL (at least at this stage anyway), but of course if SL is to survive then it needs to get the business aspects and the much vaunted micro-economy of SL, right – in order to be able to develop and attract new customers (that is what they are after all, even though Linden Lab prefer to call them “residents”).  We can only wait and see what happens.  For myself – I will continue to explore Second Life and see what it has to offer.  It is free after all.

 

If the whole thing is managed right, I still think it could have good potential.  

  

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Got A Second Life

August 2, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Good old Billionaire Gates’ baby “Vista” and Linden Lab’s progeny “Second Life,” are finally compatible - so I’ve joined the virtual revolution and got a Second Life.

What do I think of it so far?  Well, I would advise anybody thinking of trying it out to give at a real chance.  My first impressions were that it was another case of a lot of hype over not a great deal.  Because of all the media attention, you kind of go into it with visions of a thriving bustling community with a vibrant local and global economy.  The truth is that while it may be all of the above – you don’t personally get the experience that it is – ie: it doesn’t immediately feel that way.  My first impressions were that it was just a load of geeks wondering around, showing off how clever they are and not speaking to each other, other than to boast or to show off what they’ve built.  But of course first impressions can be deceptive – I persevered.

If you give it a chance you’ll find that it really is an amazing environment with all kinds of potentials.  Don’t expect it to necessarily feel that way at first though.  From the way the media have presented things you could be forgiven for expecting to find a fully realized and actualized online virtual version of real life, in which you can easily start to make money and friends, give up your real life job, and meet and woo your life partner – all from the comfort of your own bedroom, home office or living room sofa.  While I don’t doubt for one second the claims of all of these things happening, the reality is somewhat different from the media story.

The point is, I think that SL (god, I’m getting into the lingo already), is kind of at the tipping point.  It’s at the point where it has developed to the level where all of the above things are beginning to occur.  That means that, probably the best time to get a Second Life is now.  If you go into it now you certainly won’t feel alone.  You’ll be struck by the number of people (avatar’s) wondering around looking completely bewildered and just as bemused as you are.  Give it a bit of time though and you’ll start to get the hang of it.  So far, I get the feeling it’s probably worth it.

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I’m A Graduate!

August 2, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I’m a graduate!  I’ve joined the club!  Doesn’t feel any different though.  Except of course that it’s back to the real world now.  Oh the joys of job hunting.  I wonder what’s gonna happen next?

Will life be any different?  Will I be any different?  Apparently the world is my oyster now.  I don’t see any evidence of it so far however - but I will keep an open mind.  Still, it does feel good to finally get it over with and to actually finish something inportant for the first time in my life – ever!  Maybe I’ve turned a corner – and finally grown up (a bit).  We shall see.

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Fucking, Fucking-Bureaucracy – And The Joys Of The Good Old Job Centre

July 12, 2007 · 1 Comment

 

Fucking Bureaucracy!!!  That’s all my life consists of at the moment.  Today I had the joyous experience of signing on for the first time.  It’s not the first time ever – I was one of “Maggie’s Millions” when I first left school – and then was obliged to experience the wonders of the YTS.  But that was a long time ago – my, how things have changed.

Although things generally were pretty bad back then, you were at least treated with a modicum of respect.  I cannot believe the cynical sneering attitude I have just experienced from the semi-nazis at the Fucking Job Centre!  Ok, fair enough it can’t be a very nice job at times, and they must have to deal with difficult people (there were a couple of total fucking scrotes there actually), but that doesn’t mean they have to completely tar everybody with the same brush and treat everybody like total pariahs, who don’t deserve even basic human courtesy.

A little about my situation: I have just graduated from University as a mature student.  I come from a very working class background – the kind of background that would I suppose, be classed as a “deprived upbringing.”  After leaving school there didn’t seem to be a lot of options, so I was on the dole for a while and then the YTS as mentioned above.  Since then I have worked in a succession of jobs all of which I hated.  On hitting 30 and being made redundant I started to think about what I really wanted to do with the rest of my life.  Somehow I ended up going to University.  I’ve just finished my course and got my results, and all is good in that respect.  Being a mature student is hard – not because of the studying part, but because of the living part – but it was definitely a good move.

So, here I am, having paid into the system all these years – in need of a bit of temporary help from the state.  So I don’t think it’s too much to expect – for my claim to be sorted out as quickly as possible, and for the process to be conducted in an atmosphere of mutual respect.  Is that what I got?  Is it FUCK!!!

I have been truly amazed, surprised and astounded at the almost unanimous incompetence, and attitude of sneering disregard for both myself and my situation that I have experienced from the staff dealing with my claim at EVERY stage of the process (and there are a lot of stages of the process too, believe me).  I’m not a scrounging layabout, I wasn’t – like the bloke in front of me shouting and balling because he couldn’t get seen straight away because he was late for his appointment – and was demanding on being seen straight away because otherwise he was going to be late for his court appearance!  But even if I had have been, I still should have been treated professionally, perhaps firmly – but with respect – where as in actual fact, this man was shouted back at and told to shut up!

The whole process is stressful and taxing enough as it is without being made to feel as if you’re a member of some kind of social underclass – and talk about unhelpful – you wouldn’t believe it.

Anyway, sorry for my rant – but it has done me good getting it out in the open.  I knew this blogging lark would serve a purpose.  Apologies in advance – but there’ll probably be more and better rants.

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Our Love/Hate Relationship With Technology – Says It All Really:

July 11, 2007 · Leave a Comment

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July 11, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Maybe I just like waffling!

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